ive always speculated that u sorta end ur troubles with every other guy once u get attached to someone special*yes, i do suspect that ediot is frm SPECIAL SCH*. i tot it'll be like a full stop. like..yea..im unavailable so bugger off? no, im nt that mean. as in, ill talk to them, tho i feel quite uncomfy talking to every guy on the fone initially. i need time to get accustomed to someone. But i'd rather not go out with anyone who felt or feels for me. Its not that he minds, its jus me.
kai lun has asked me out three times for dinner tonight since i woke up and its onli 12noon now. Suba or since he prefers me to call him ash, has only been callin n msging me non-stop and he asked me out for later. Altho i told him specifically last night that i'll be spending time with ma guy, he still called anyway. To be truthful, he scares me abit. hez taking medication for a raging temper, for goodness sake. Its not its printed on his forehead, otherwise, i wldnt have even danced with him. We didnt do anything extreme, to my standards. Jus normal dancing. I rather wad goes on in the club, stay in the club. Frankly, ive no interest in trying to get to know anyone new, def not someone i met in the club. murukkus called me and woke me up on fri. stammered, stuttered and spurted another lame reason.
i waited quite abit for that ediot last night. wad annoys me abt him? he drinks even in the afternoon. but im dismissing that as a passing phase, maybe its some kinda bonding thing with his cuzzies and he'll get over it once they leave. *YAY* hm, back to the waiting part, i was quite surprised with myself. I'm extremely impatient and yes, i DO hav a raging temper too. but anyway, its all abt give and take, isnt it?!quite amazed with myself that i took it in my stride. i think i nearly cried. tho i was quite unsure if it was because i was feeling so terrible abt my hair, or the article abt child soldiers in uganda or cus he was treating me like that. but it sorta paid off in the end. hahahah. its good he feels terribly guilty for it, thats ma trump card. yipee. im sure its gonna come in handy cus he does certain things jus a tad too well, hez got enuff practice at certain stuff:)
and so her story is told@ 7:52 PM
